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Let me hold you close to me, Let me hold you tight. So tight and close that even air could not pass.   Your hairs entangled in my fingers listening to our breathing up and down fast and fast giving you soft kisses on your ear lobe one at a time with caressing your intense eyes with  my lips.   Reaching down to your baby pink lips slowly touched with mine trying to play with the lower lip, followed with the upper one eating them one by one, squeezing inside my mouth covered with the saliva all over, kissing you hard and deep inside. While our hug tightens, I reached to your well shaped and firm shoulders  unbuttoning your shirt, where I can see hairs all over your white skin  peeping out to me and tempting me to kiss you hard may be leaving a mark on your neck. Going beyond I reach to your chest and  feel your erect nipples coming out to me my lips played with them one by one each inviting me for more as I dig into them and hear your heart pumping loud and louder than any other voice in

You know you calm me from my anxieties? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES. You know you calm me from my anger? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES.  You know you are the one with whom i  wish to fulfill my fantasies? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES.   It seems every point i write You will say YES. As there is nothing hidden from you. I know we are waiting for all our fantasies to come true. You know you are my Teddy bear and I am your Baby I also know that you want to be like one to me when we meet. We know that we are desperately longing to meet each other and just be in each other's arms thru the morning, sunshine and under the stars. And I wish this moment to stay forever.  Cause my Sweetheart  In all the chaos of life you calm me today and forever. You know when i say i sleep peacefully beside you, holding your hand and cuddling you; i mean it Sweetheart with all my heart and soul.   Even when someday my death calls me upon  I just h

As the Day 6 came close to end, with the boring Monday as it started. I am on fast today and don't know why but mood is not so good. It seems after yesterday's goof up my Boss is not happy and she asked me last night what happened today? But as I was not in frame of mind to answer her I was online till 3am with my sister, we sang songs and before that I had good amount of drink and was in different mood all together and didn't wanted to go into any discussion that time. So, I replied her late in night where I accepted my mistake and sent her detailed message. Monday started with a half heart at work and then as the day continues, it was off the heart today. I also had severe back pain and for this had to take break for an hour from the work. Later around 8:30 my mom cooked Mooli paratha for me and the food worked it all. As you all know there is no domestic help nowadays at home cause of the virus and no movement allowed. So, had to wash the utensils and clothes mysel

So, Day 4 and its becoming tougher and tougher day by day. But thank God there is work and internet to help you survive. Today after 3 days I went out to buy the basic veggies and essential grocery just from the shop outside our society. So, I covered myself with mask and all and then went out with dad. There were just 4-5 carts from where we could buy some veggies and then grocery from outside shop and then back to our den and back to work. Interestingly I remembered we had a machine where we could clean the hazardous chemicals from the veggies skin and I used that today and cleaned the veggies which I bought from outside and I must say the veggies were again fresh like just peeled off from the garden and served. I want to thank you to my father's friend who gifted him this machine and now today we got chance to use it and understand its worth. Later in the day at work also something interesting happened, as we do video calls everyday with the team and they are all very e

Day 3 about to finish Health is much better today and feeling a little fresh too. Here I am standing still on quarantine time and running from washroom to work area and then to kitchen and back to work area...lol Finishing my day's task at work, covering remotely as best I can and working on my day 3 challenge to post something here. And that is the Egg Bhurji or the Anda Bhurji I cooked today especially for my mom. Its one of her favourite dishes. So here is the picture. And she liked it too, some we have kept for tomorrow's breakfast too as it tastes awesome the next day.  So until tomorrow I sign off from here still thinking what I will be doing tomorrow. 

So here we are, Day 2 is about to finish now. Though my health is OK, not so good but had to push myself and not be a lazy bum I just kicked myself and went away from the laptop for sometime atleast and tried my hands on baking Aata Biscuits. Though they came out well not so extraordinary....lol...just normal biscuits we can eat at home. Utilizing the lockdown days baking was also one thing in my wishlist and there is more to come, I am not stricking this off yet. I know I can do better and the next batch will come out more tastier and more presentable than these ones. I followed the recipe from youtube and in the quest of making the second batch in few days I will find out another receipe...and I know I will succeed. Here are some pictures of biscuits from different stages of baking: Ready to go inside the oven Just out from Oven The Final Product

So here is my poem for the day 25-03-2020 आज सुबह झूले पे बैठे जब मै अपने पौधों को निहार रही थी, तभी नज़र उस एक कली पे गई जो अभी तक पूरी तरह खिली भी नहीं थी।  अपने पूरे जोश से दिन प्रतिदिन अपने में ही बड़ रही थी। पीछे कुछ दिनों में जा के देखा तो याद आया,  ये उसी बीज में से निकली है जो मैंने अपने ही हाथो से बोया था। इस नन्ही सी कोपल को देख के दिल मानो जैसे एकदम खिल गया हो। जैसे मेरा हर पौधा मेरा ही अंग है वैसे ही ये भी उसमें शामिल हो गया है। आज बाहर जहां दुनिया में बहुत से लोग मर रहे है,  कोरोना जैसी भयानक माहमारी से पूरा देश लड़ रहा है। इन सब ना उम्मीदों में ये एक कोपल अपने में ही बड़ी उम्मीद ले के आयी है। और मैंने ये ठान ली है कि इस उम्मीद को मै संघर्ष करना और जीना सिखाऊंगी,  इसे आगे बढ़ाने में अपना पूरा ज़ोर लगा दूंगी। क्युकी किसी ने सही ही कहा है...उम्मीद पे दुनिया कायम है। ये  उम्मीद कभी न टूटने दूंगी । Read the previous article here

When Corona pandemic hits the country it hits each and everyone, big or small, rich or poor, woman or man, old or young. But getting away with it there is only one thing you can do and is to stay at home. While this is ongoing and as a mandate from the Government we have to stay at home at least for 21 days which started from last midnight.  Everyday is still a new day but with few mandatory changes in the life style we follow. Here I will write how I spent each and every day of lockdown while working from home.  Here it goes  21 Days Lockdown Day 1 The morning started very unusual than earlier. The birds were chirping but were less as usual. No monkeys were seen on the terrace of the opposite building. More noticeable was that no one rang the door bell since morning. As no outsider can enter our society premises so there is no milkman, no maid, no cook, no service man, none.  The morning hustle bustle of the society is also missing. We don't hear kids playing

Wish you were here!!! Waiting for me with a cuppa tea, when I come back home after long tiring day at work. Wish you were here!!! When I am crying heavily coz of the period pain, and you cuddle me while i am resting on your strong shoulders with hot water bottle in one and chocolate in another hand. Wish you were here!!! When I am longing for that one tiny touch of your soft skin. which will make me forget all my worries behind. Wish you were here!!! So that you can come with me when I am out shopping and we shop together rather than selecting by pics or video calls. Wish you were here!!! When I rant about my day with you and you listen to every crap i say with all the patience while holding my hands and reciprocating to everything i say. Wish you were here!!! So i can see you live instead through photos or video calls everyday. Wish you were here!!! So that I can hold your hand while sleeping instead of the phone with your picture on the screen.