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  When both of us are desperately waiting for the day and longing for the time to be together. When we surrender in each other That is the most beautiful time. The wait to pass through the long waiting time; in the long distance is one good and bad thing but That is the most beautiful time. A time where you think about him every single breath you take, every time you blink and more than the pores in your body. That is the most beautiful time. Today I am missing you more than yesterday and tomorrow Thinking about you is one thing I do 24 hours a day in a row. That is the most beautiful time. I wait for the time when I am with you, next to you and loving you and taking care of you. and then I can say it aloud That is the most beautiful time. When I am with my teddy bear My Love 💗 written by me on May 02nd 2021

A new day has begun with fresh sunlight everywhere, But here we are the same old us, With the same old passion and love for the nature around us.   I must admit one thing every second,  every moment we spent together, gave me a divine pleasure of becoming one with you.   I find it like a light in the invisible part of my life, A light which shows you how worth you are to live your life. A light which gives you blessings for a new day,  new moments of togetherness and good health.   Thanking you from the bottom of my heart to share a part of you with me.   Be as calm, poised, composed as you are always. Cause I Adore You, Love You and always will.    

  Rick Sarkar    The ringtone of your phone The style of your speaking Your smiling sleepy face Your drunkard kinda voice Will always be remembered   The slangs and jargons you use The online demos you took The initiatives you initiated The ideas you shared Your intelligent and jugaadu mind Will always be remembered.   The first call we had The last chat we had both ended with a smile   Your 'never say no' attitude Your 'I will do it mam' attitude Your mai abhi ispe baitha hu Your zoom link bhej du mam Will always be remembered   Your friendship, love and care for everyone Your struggles for life Your sensitive and emotional poems Your encouraging words Will always be remembered   "Meri to aaj fir lag gayi mam..." "mai report bhejna bhool gaya" "Maine page pe changes kar diye hai... App ek baar dekh lo na please" Who will say all this to me now?    Who will message me "Hi Mam" every morning and discuss about the days work? Who wil...

Let me hold you close to me, Let me hold you tight. So tight and close that even air could not pass.   Your hairs entangled in my fingers listening to our breathing up and down fast and fast giving you soft kisses on your ear lobe one at a time with caressing your intense eyes with  my lips.   Reaching down to your baby pink lips slowly touched with mine trying to play with the lower lip, followed with the upper one eating them one by one, squeezing inside my mouth covered with the saliva all over, kissing you hard and deep inside. While our hug tightens, I reached to your well shaped and firm shoulders  unbuttoning your shirt, where I can see hairs all over your white skin  peeping out to me and tempting me to kiss you hard may be leaving a mark on your neck. Going beyond I reach to your chest and  feel your erect nipples coming out to me my lips played with them one by one each inviting me for more as I dig into them and hear your heart pumping loud and l...

You know you calm me from my anxieties? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES. You know you calm me from my anger? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES.  You know you are the one with whom i  wish to fulfill my fantasies? When i asked this to you Sweetheart you said YES.   It seems every point i write You will say YES. As there is nothing hidden from you. I know we are waiting for all our fantasies to come true. You know you are my Teddy bear and I am your Baby I also know that you want to be like one to me when we meet. We know that we are desperately longing to meet each other and just be in each other's arms thru the morning, sunshine and under the stars. And I wish this moment to stay forever.  Cause my Sweetheart  In all the chaos of life you calm me today and forever. You know when i say i sleep peacefully beside you, holding your hand and cuddling you; i mean it Sweetheart with all my heart and soul.   Even when someday my deat...

As the Day 6 came close to end, with the boring Monday as it started. I am on fast today and don't know why but mood is not so good. It seems after yesterday's goof up my Boss is not happy and she asked me last night what happened today? But as I was not in frame of mind to answer her I was online till 3am with my sister, we sang songs and before that I had good amount of drink and was in different mood all together and didn't wanted to go into any discussion that time. So, I replied her late in night where I accepted my mistake and sent her detailed message. Monday started with a half heart at work and then as the day continues, it was off the heart today. I also had severe back pain and for this had to take break for an hour from the work. Later around 8:30 my mom cooked Mooli paratha for me and the food worked it all. As you all know there is no domestic help nowadays at home cause of the virus and no movement allowed. So, had to wash the utensils and clothes mysel...

So, Day 4 and its becoming tougher and tougher day by day. But thank God there is work and internet to help you survive. Today after 3 days I went out to buy the basic veggies and essential grocery just from the shop outside our society. So, I covered myself with mask and all and then went out with dad. There were just 4-5 carts from where we could buy some veggies and then grocery from outside shop and then back to our den and back to work. Interestingly I remembered we had a machine where we could clean the hazardous chemicals from the veggies skin and I used that today and cleaned the veggies which I bought from outside and I must say the veggies were again fresh like just peeled off from the garden and served. I want to thank you to my father's friend who gifted him this machine and now today we got chance to use it and understand its worth. Later in the day at work also something interesting happened, as we do video calls everyday with the team and they are all very e...